Struggling with Everyday Life… Part IV

Not every day is unicorns and rainbows. Today is one of these days in J-ville. Even if it’s a very glamorous and successful day because I had a great interview this morning that went just perfect, I got to meet a great artist AND I had my makeup done. And all of this in under two hours! What should have made my day perfect was that two pretty young homeless guys told me that I looked like a young Catherine Zeta-Jones. Right.

So I basically woke up this morning and I was just feeling terribly sad. Everybody, even the most cheerful cheerleader has days like these and it is perfectly normal. If not, I’d say there’s something wrong with this person.
For me, there are several reasons to feel like shit right now. I’ll be off to Europe again tomorrow night. School’s calling again. Additionally, I don’t really know where I’m heading at career-wise and there are some tough decisions ahead of me. Worst things last: I am a sailor with only one port. Unfortunately, mentioned port won’t let me anchor there, but only lets me linger around in its shallow waters, if you know what I mean. If you don’t know what I’m talking about right now, well, poor you! 🙂 [yay for metaphors – I am the queen of metaphors!]

And now I’m watching “Long Island Medium” and there’s some really creepy stuff going on! And some very sad stuff as well. Almost making me cry. Aaaawww, now “Say Yes to he Dress” is on! Okay, this will most certainly make me cry! All those gorgeous dresses! Okay, how awesome is this: this girl picked the greatest location EVER! The aquarium! And they’re getting married in front of the floor to ceiling shark tank! *wow-di-wow* Alright, I guess this last statement just yelled “turn off the TV and get ready!!” 🙂

So before my inner sadness starts randomly shooting people, I will get my lazy ass off the sofa and get myself ready for a great girls’ night out!
Keep your fingers crossed for the happy princess to break out of me again. :*